Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me? (I'll pick a best answer).?

your not a freak at all. dont let anyone tell you that first of all. second of all, protecting your self and your body isn't wrong, but you have to open up for new things. dont feel "dirty" if you start to like someone or find them attractive, just become friends and see how they truly are. dont jump right in and date, but become friends. if your scared of being hurt, dont worry, just make your boundries clear in the beginning then if they dont respect them then go on without them, but who knows, you could find someone and be happy to be with them and not feel this dirty feeling or grossness. take chances, wats living life without chances? boring =P haha but again just do wat feels right and if its protecting yourself, dont feel like a freak, cuz your far from a freak =) be happy with yourself at all times and just brush off all the jerks and "pigs" that make fun of you =P sometimes they like you haha but, yea. Take A Chance =) you never know wat could happen =)